Well, I am surprised that it has been almost 3 weeks since my last post. It is exciting in a way because it's proof that I am okay. Will I always remember Tyler...yes. But, I think about him less and less every day and I might be brave to say that I have let him go.
What has helped me to let him go? Time...is the biggest factor. When there is heartache truly time heals it. It just takes time. I have experienced heartache before and time was the cure and it is now. Time will never let you down!
Another factor...we've been corresponding with a new birthmom! Things are looking very positive. We are going to fly out to meet her in a few weeks. She is due in a month and a half! We have a good feeling about her but again my friend time will tell.
My sister was surprised that we are willing to try again so soon. I told her "Well...I don't think things could be much worse than Tyler's experience!" I do say this with a sense of humor because I think it's very true. We are not taking this baby boy home this time until it is official.
This new potential adoption is still very new...so much can change in one day. But, for now it gives me a little something to look forward to! :)
Thanks for sharing this exciting news. I miss you Camille!
ReplyDeleteOh wow! Fingers crossed for you.
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ReplyDeleteThank you so much for being brave to tell your story. We have been suffering from infertility for 3 years and are still waiting for the child we know is out there.
As you have always been since high school, such a strong inspiring person.
I hope you all are doing well!
Miss you!
Samantha
Camille, we will keep you in our prayers. I PRAY you will have another little boy in 6 weeks. Where does this mom live? PRAYERS PRAYERS PRAYERS!
ReplyDeleteWe'll be praying for you too! I'm so excited for you and amazed at your strength and faith!
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